Hello guys! Happy Sunday. This mail was received from a viraltrender and urgently needs your help.
Good morning everyone.
The subject refers, I am a Christian.
However, I have been struggling with a whole lot of non-Christian like habit.
One such habit is watching pornography and masturbating. This habit has lingered for more than 10 years now.
I am an introvert probably what has made it worse and perpetual.
I don’t like this act. But I usually still practice it.
I believe God loves me but he hates this act. I really don’t know how to STOP IT.
Please I need help. This has really affected my relationship with the Holy Spirit, myself and other people please help.
Also, I have discovered that in the past 2 years I have been so disorganized, and forgetful.
At work, I have been termed a lier.
I feel really embarrassed with myself when people give me something and I forget I have been given or I don’t know where exactly I kept it.
Then I will be asked about the same thing I won’t be able to find it. Sometimes I deny it was ever given to me because I can’t remember It was ever given to me.
This has brought me a lot of struggles at work (banking) and has made me ever so frustrated with myself.
I wasn’t like this before. It is so unfortunate this is happening to me.
My prayer life too has gone down the drain it’s zero.
I attend church service Sunday however due to the current lockdown I can say I don’t have any relationship with God!
